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Monday, March 06, 2006

Tears

In a few more hours, i would be walking down the aisle. This was a dream that every woman wished for but it was not the case for me. Unlike the other women, i was forced into this marriage by my father. How i hate him! I shall never forgive him for doing this to me. Tears started falling down my cheeks as i recalled the day my father told me about his arranged marriage for me.

" Sally, open the door! I am back!" As soon as i heard the voice, i knew that my father was home. I felt queer that he was back early. He would usually be back during the wee hours of the morning. I was shocked when i saw my father with a bald man. He was shabbily dressed.The man had a wicked smile when he saw me and i sensed that something was wrong.

Just as i was about to enter my room, my father called me. I sat on sofa and notice that my father was having a private conversation with the man. They were talking in hush whispers. While they were at it, the man kept looking at me. I was utterly disgusted. My father then with a satisfied look 0n his face came to my side.

" Sally, you will be married to Mr Pitt here in a month's time. He is very rich and your future would be at safe hands,"said my father. My heart skipped a beat when i learned about it. "How could you marry me off to some old miser! He is fit to be my own grandfather!" i cried with tears rolling down my cheeks. "No! I don't care! You have to do as i say,"he said. I realized that all my efforts to avoid the marriage was futile.


My anger surpassed me. I walked straight to the old man and started screaming at him."Who do you think you are? You are old enough to be my grandfather!What makes you think that i will relentlessly agree to marrying you!" I felt satisfied after telling him off. He look at me and there was an undeniable look of anger on his face. He stood up and came to me." It is no use in saying all this now. Your father can't pay off his debts to me.
He sold you to me! You are mine now!,"he said. I was shocked. I never thought that my own father would do this to me. He may be addicted to gambling but he should not have resorted to this. I was devastated.

Remembering this incident really hurts me. No one would understand the pain that i felt. Never once did i thought that the only person that i trusted in this world would hurt me. I could not bear to feel the pain and humiliation any longer. I rather be dead than be forced to marriage to an old man. One slit was all it takes to end it all.
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