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This post is for my dear friend ndiy!

Thanks for being a great friend and lending me a listening ear. i really apprieciate this.
I guess i feel more comfortable in talking to you about 'you know what'.

Ncc training: Was in charge of the part B's. decided to train them as ic's. They did quite well for first timers. 2 gals from part A suddenly had hyper ventilation and had to be brought to the hospital. It came as a shocking news for all of us.

I was super tired when i got home. Snooze all the way through the night...

I am sick and tired of people who are trying to control my life! I have my limits too! Argh!

I think i've got a case of Attitude problem this past few days. Don't ask me..even i don't know the reason why. Every little thing seems to be irritating me or making me frust up. I feel especially so during one of my lessons which i shall not mention.
Sorry guyz if i really didnt bother about u guyz just now in the morning! so sorry! It was so not like me. Argh! I want my cheerful bubbly self back!

Stress!!!!!Stress!!! T.A starts next week including SPA! Haix...

Now I'm in
Over my head, with something I said
Completely misread I'm better off dead.
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocracy's beginning to get to me.

It's none of my concern.
Well look to me 'cause I don't believe in fame.
I guess you never heard.I
've met our makers they don't even know your name.
But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I'd say my time has served me well.

i kinda love this song. It's by sum 41.

i don't know what's wrong with me. In the morning, i suddenly had this stupid mood swing. I was frustrated easily. Things were fine later on during the day.

My energy seemed to be running low now. Once i reach home, my bed is my next destination and seriously, i'll sleep all the way! Luckily, i managed to do my homework in between. Help! I need something to help me recharge!

Hmm...i was flipping the papers and realize that another tsunami had occured. Everyone was caught by surprised. I felt like crying when i saw the aftermath of it! Suddenly, i had this strong urge to lend out my helping hands! I hope i can do so...

Yay! i am back from OBS! Actually, i am not really happy because i really really miss my group members there now! waah! Please come back! Ok, i have a feeling that this would be quite a long entry. I'll try to shorten it!

Let me start with the first day:

We were first sorted to our respective groups. I was in Livingstone(yayness!) my group memebers were Hafiz(fifi), Shafiq, Rasis,Farhan, Deli, Yong keong, Andy, Junyi,Nazmi, H/Hui gee, Liyana, Fatin, Joanne and Shumei! our instructor was Dee! His half thailand! Cute!
We got on the activities next. The first was thrust falling. It was to build up our trust. It was fun to see every one working together to save our friends that were falling. We bonded there already! Next, we did the climbing. It was to test our belaying skills. I was not that good on it. Haix...
Finally, we got to ptich our tents. Haha..you should have seen me struggling! we were really cooperative as we split the work. The boys did the cooking and us girls did the washing.

Second Day:

Travelled up 101 steps! We then did log climbing. Despite having a fear of heights, i try it though i did not manage to reach the top. My group kept encouraging! i did the best i could! Next, kayaking! It was super fun especially capsizing. Hahaz!

We then brave the storm got to campsite 1! The wind was strong and it was raining heavily! Livingston lead the other members there! see, we are good! hahaz... This was our mini expedition.

Third Day:

This is our major expedition! we kayak all the way to Sembawang! Imagine that! Only a day of training and we were able to do that! i got abrasions on my upper arm that day! It was really painful. P.K, the female instructor help me.she dressed my wounds and bandage me. hahaz.

Sembawang, the campsite was fulled with ants. haix..itchy!

Fourth Day:

From Sembawang, we kayak back to camp 2. it was further. I had to go to the medical centre as my abrasion was really hurting! i basically cried all the way! However, i am proud that i did not give up at the middle. We did not take breaks and we broke a record. We travelled only for five hours! Our aim was to be back at camp 2 by 2.30 but we reached at 1.10pm! yeah!! Thanks fifi for leading us. his a livingston!!

my group then did the jetty jump! it was great i tell you! i souted I love you! hahaz. I also dunnoe why! sheesh! hahaz!

At night, Some wanted to go for night walk. Some were disgreeable as we agreed when Ahmad or fifi said that "we dunnoe this person, he dunnoe the way,so how can you trust him!" yup! i agree with that. a fight nearly broke out because of it! it was a stupid idea for me too!

Fifth Day:

the day that i dread and look forward to. we went around the circle talking about our experience and all! i wanted to cry! we really bonded!i miss them. When dee gave around the certificate, i felt so sad and happy. Proud to be part of this camp! When he said that the livingston flame lived in each of us and that we actually live it up, i felt like crying! we have done livingston proud!

it was going to be dee's last obs as he would be taking another job. We gave him a jyss pe shirt and signed it for him. he was really touched. me too actually! this shows our bond is strong. really strong!

3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for livingston:

HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!

I HEART YOU ALL IN LIVINSTON!

Damn it!

i haven't pack for OBS! tomorow's the day i'll be going to Pulau Ubin(shivers...) Don't miss me!
i dunnoe what to expect if i go there! i just have a huge fear of heights. It's made worst when i learned about the flying fox.
Hope i can cope with the challenges! nevermind, in all i guess

I WILL SURVIVE!

Lols..today's topic would be about B.O!!

well, the girls started giggling so hard. i wondered what was going on. That was then i discovered that this boy really had a B.O issue..Sheesh! he sat in the front so lucky me! Poor Liyana! haha! After a while, i caught a whiff of it! i got to admit it smells. The girls then started saying stuffs like pass the deoderant and air fresheners! Very bad lah u guys! haha!

yupzz..i love being around with my saturday friends. They're a fun bunch! Together, we love monkeying around and would talk non-stop about stuffs. i usually am the be-loh one! haix.. clumsy a bit lah me! lol!

hey...i just changed my skin.

That's not only that change i guess. Maybe, i've changed too. I don't know why. . .

I have been selected to enter a biology competition. Not only that but also the senior spec course for my ncc. I feel really blessed and hope i can earn something from it.
I've been having this stupid feelings lately.. I hate it so much! I just want to be alone for the time being. yes, that's what i am going to do now.
anyways, i would like to thank you for having faith in me.