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sometimes, no matter how long you know someone, it just seems that the person has changed.
we can't actually tell if it is for the better or worse but instinctively we know change has happened. it's like we no longer know them. we became strangers to people that we were once comfortable with. a few brief moments of conversation and then poof! awkward silence. this is just a random thought in case you are wondering.it does make one wonder though. i personally believe that most people would have experience this before.

on the other hand, i believed many are now preparing for the Hari Raya now. one of the few changes in my room is that i got a new yellow curtain. it takes time to get used to it.

hmm, changes are always occuring. i suppose this is the constant in life. my post today is about changes. i have no idea why i am writing about changes. it just popped into my mind i guess.
i shall end my post today with these quotes:

If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
~Mary Engelbreit~

the bbq at alvin's place with the class peeps is probably one of the best that i had so far!!! LOL! so much for not wanting to come !!!
Thanks mich and guinny for pestering me to come!

well, now that the class bbq is over, my attention will be shifted to preparing the house for raya!!It's like three days away and my side of the room is still in a mess!!! with notes, papers , files everywhere!!!
HAhas! i did my part for the living room already! phew, at least that's done.

Like my sister, i can't wait for October to come too!!!
I shall finally stop "being the maid" ( quoted from my sister... :S) and get my pay at the end of September!!
woo hoo!!!
Time for you to suffer sis!!!
Btw, you owe me 3 chores!!! Shake on it!!! LOL!

Listening to the raya songs just brings back nostalgic memories ...dont you think?
i miss my childhood.
the good old days of playing downstairs.

i am glad that i have my laptop with me. the desktop at home is lagging and it is driving my siblings mad !!! i tried it also and i couldn't stand it! hahas.

i went out today with V. we then made our way to Ubi to find fidah! we alighted at the wrong bus stop but i am proud to say that we finally managed to find fidah in the shop and save outlet without getting lost in an unknown area! yay! After meeting fidah, we headed to Eunos get some kuih that my mother wanted. somehow, it's like the kuih my mother wanted is so elusive that as much as i tried to find it, i couldnt. so, mission failed. LOL!

V and i then took bus 15 home. I was scanning around for seats when i saw a familiar face amongst the crowd. GUINNY!!!! LOL! i startled her when i pat her knee! LOL! seems like i am always fated to meet her in the bus with V. happened twice already! we chatted and guinny was pestering me to go to the class bbq tmr. hmm, we'll see how ok. i am still considering!

I was supposed to teach V cycling when we reached tampines. Unfortunately, things dont always go with the plan. We had to change it to another day. lol. next time okay V?! make sure the bike is a good condition!

i totally screwed up the interview.
The whole experience, to me at least, is quite unpleasant.
i dont know wth i was saying. The whole thing just feels wrong.
I hope to delete this experience from my memory.

I know i should enjoy my holidays now. However, it feels like i have not much to do. I cant go out often now as i am little bit short in cash. Hahas... this is one reason why i cant wait for 30th sept to arrive.
LOL!

Hmm, i guess i'll be choosing the Japanese language as one of my choices but French does sound so tempting!
Lol!
French is definitely next on the list if i want to learn another new language.

I feel like baking and cooking. random thought. :)

i am very pleased.
i got the cds that i wanted.
now i have to make the choices of my subjects again.

hey!!!
i'm back from my trip to KL.
2 Days 1 Night!
i didnt bring along my phone or camera ( since i have none )
so no pictures were taken even though i wanted to.


let me just sum the whole vacation by naming the few places that we went.

legend hotel. room 1338. masjid india. semua house. pavilion. tony romas. klcc. melaka. hang tuah mall (or is it dataran pahlawan?? ) hmm, not too sure about the last location.

this was as much as we could cover in 2 days.

the items that i bought :

Brown Bag
Mini Fan
Green top
Black jeans
Denim Blue jeans
Brooch

i wished i could have stayed in KL longer. there's like so much to do there but we had so little time. maybe i'll go again during the next term break.

well, i made the choice.
this time, i made sure the choices were my interest.
hopefully, it the right decision.
i dont wish to have any regrets.

*fingers crossed*

i wont be in s'pore for the next two days.
so just text me if there's anything.

i need to get packing now.
i dont look forward to waking up early tomorrow.
sigh.

today, when i woke up, it was nearly noon. whoa, i've been waking up quite late these days. luckily, it's the holidays now and i do not need to get up early.

so at 3 today, i met yoyo again. she knew that i am a late comer so she went out of her house ten minutes later. hence, we both reached the bedok interchange at the same time. lol! we then made our way to vivo city to pull and bear to find her shorts. but the shorts she wanted was not available. so the trip there was like a wasted trip.

next, we initially wanted to go to suntec but we went bugis instead. we wanted to go to bugis street but rain started pouring so changed of plans again. finally, we went to swenson when it was time to break my fast. i ate the crayfish pasta while yoyo had the black pepper seafood pasta. her pasta came first mine came later. much later. before that yoyo said that she will only eat when mine comes but i guess she just couldnt resist the temptation of the aroma of her pasta in front of her. HAHAHA!

can you believe that yoyo and i quarelled on the way home??!!! HAHAHA! she wanted to take the bus since she got straight bus home but i pestered her to take the train with me. She said okay but she wanted me to alight with her at Bedok. i refused! i wanted to alight at tampines! we argued argued and argued until we finally got an agreement.

YOYO: Alight at Bedok la.. pls pls pls!
ME: dont want..ltr have to cross over the bridge. dont want la. u alight bedok, i alight tampines.
YOYO: you think about it. if alight at bedok you wont be so lonely. you only alone in the bus and in the lift.
ME: but if i alight tampines faster. pls la..can i just alight at tampines??? i alone also nevermind.
YOYO: cannot!!! Must alight at bedok. i take train with you already le!
Me: pls * with my most pitiful face ever*
YOYO: No! how abt we alight at kembangan??? *smiley face*
ME: YOUR HEAD LA!!! *strong reaction* Kembangan damn far you know!!!

BOTH: burst out laughing*

Me: if so difficult, both alight at Kallang la!
YOYO: ok okay!!! i got straight bus also!
ME: eh eh!! what the hell am i saying??!!! CANNOT!!!
YOYO: HAHAHAH! okla, EUnos???

momentary silence... thinking process in the brain.

ME: okay !! i got straight bus from there. no need to cross the overhead bridge!
YOYO: YES!!! FINALLY!!!!

the laughter did not end there. we started talking abt zebra. initially i didnt know we were talking abt it.

ME: oh!!! Zebra right.
YOYO: YA la! Noob la you. what other animals got black and white colours?
ME: GOt le... Angle fish , white tiger, penguin!!! *super confident abt my answers*
YOYO: WHERE GOT ANGLE FISH?!!! ANgel FISH LA!
ME: *stunned*
YOYO: ROTFL!

then,yoyo's bus came first leaving me behind at the bus stop. suddenly, my stomach started aching and i sms her.

ME: omg! my bus not here . my stomach aching sia! HOW?!!
Yoyo: LOL! cant help you sia!
ME: YOYO!!!!!

hahahs, i have to say my day was pretty fun! thanks yoyo! :)

yoyo is one lucky girl today. first, she managed to buy two out of five items she wanted plus a meal at long john despite not having enough cash. lol, she forgot to bring her NETS with her. Secondly, she managed to find the belt she wanted at pull and bear though it was initially out of stock. how's that for luck? lol! she went home a as a happy teen today!

As for me, i was late as usual to meet her. luckily, she didnt nag at me but she eventually did later on but not due to my lateness. gives an impression of a mother. lol! I found a 2 piece clothing. i tried it on and it was so nice. i wanted to buy it but gosh!!! it cost a bomb! where to get the cash?!!!! the only plan i have is to ask from mummy! hahahas, strategy!

i fell asleep in the bus today on my way home. my eye lids started drooping when the bus was at suntec. fortunately for me, i managed alight at the right stop. i'm just so tired. well, tomorrow, another outing with yoyo again. this time, i hope she remembers her NETS! LOL!

i am seriously considering my options. i still got one more day to ponder over it before tomorrow comes. hmm, ultimately the decision is mine . will i be able to decide wisely? am i confident enough about my own competence? Making decisions that form the pathway to the future is hard. the thought of it alone is scary and somewhat unbearable. There are too many 'what if's' questions running through my mind.

today, i attended the MA event in my school. i've got to be there by 1. i helped up in setting up one of the game items and was asked to tend over the prizes. luckily, everything went quite well. however, i wonder why but it feels different. maybe i am not used yet to this kind of environment. by this, i dont mean the MA event but something else.

Qoute of the day: Sense of belonging

i woke up at 10am today. lol, as expected, i was alone at home.
All my other family members are probably working already.
hahaha, i'm such a lazy bum. but hey, i did the housework! lol!

hmm, at 3.30pm i went back to school for my csc briefing on the magical autumn event tomorrow. my task was simple, just designing the boxes of numbers with V, Fidah , Bryan and three other girls.

After that i went to break my fast with v, fidah, bryan and louis. the puri set i ordered was nice but i couldnt finish it. next, i drank my honeydew smoothie from A1. it's really refreshing !! hahas, i 'm promoting this drink!

today was really a fun day with my A8F4 peeps!!! LK, Cass, Bryan, guinny , Perry and Jing hui! lol, cycling with them at ECP was great. Lk and Bryan made a great achievement today. They both mastered the skills of riding a bike in one day!!! Good job guys! Hehehehe..LK said i was a good teacher. lol. ~ego rising~ heheheh. no la!!

After cycling, i think i strained myself. my lips were dry and i looked so pale. i think i was dehydrated. thanks guinny and jing hui for sending me home. my mother thought i looked different. hmm...

this morning also, amost everyone got back the semestral results. i've gotta to say i'm pretty happy and satisfied with my results. thanks to all my friends whom studied and encourage me ! Thanks a lot guys!!!

thermometer. watery eyes. blocked nose. sore throats. packets of tissues everywhere.
what else can i say..i'm down with flu and mild fever.
I hate the irritating blocked nose. it makes breathing a lot harder.

i was supposed to follow my mum and sis to expo today. however, that was not to be as my mum wanted me to rest at home. well, at least the movies shown at star movies and HBO today was fun. it kept me entertained.

urgh..i hope i recover soon. frankly, i do not like being sick.

well, i have lots to blog about.

hahas. firstly, would be my outing with A8F4 peeps to sentosa. I had a blast there riding the sky ride, luge, taking pictures and most importantly, squirting people with my water gun.
Lol. thanks for making my day a great one guys! I accomplished something that day which i am very proud of. i overcame my fear of heights to ride the sky ride. :) thanks lk for the encouragement.

the next event would be the dinner i had with my sister's tp friends. i was super nervous but i guess at the end of the day, it was quite fun. so yea, thanks sis for letting me join you guys.

during the last few days , i have been watching school days . it's an anime. yoyo told me the ending and it's pretty sad and quite violent in fact. well, i am seriously considering if i want to watch it till the end though it's only like 12 episodes. hmm...

this morning, i watched the movie kate and leopold. you all should watch it. It's very moving and hugh jackman ,one of my all time fav actor is in it . lol. so yea, watch it!!! HAHAs! i have been reading a lot also.

i just finished a book by jodi picoult. the title is my sister's keeper. Highly recommended. it got me all teary eyed at the end. so now, i am currently reading men are from mars and women are from venus by john gray. it's really funny but at the same time provides you with useful insights and lessons to be learned by both men and women alike.

tmr, i will be meeting eunice and see wee. looking forward to it. :)

My mother just made an interesting prepostion with me. lol. i'm considering if i want to go for it. i asked V for her opinion and she said i should. maybe i should. come to think of it, i could earn fast cash. so heck, i'll just go for it.